Dearest Darling Brat Princess, thank you; eh.

ah Maggie, I just got home from 4 days at a lesbian convention, thank you for eight months of reminding me what a butch lap or dyke lap is for, eh. I saw Ferron in concert, went to the afterparty and on the last morning, saw Ferron on her coffee run and got a hug. it was an amazing convention. Oct 16, 9:26 AM 

 https://dykewriter.wordpress.com/2019/10/16/dear-darling-brat-princess/   Oct 16, 9:53 AMi am grateful that I met you Maggie and you taught me what a butch and a dyke lap is for eh. .Wed, 7:32 AM 

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maggie.. i have had the wildest four months and am bewildered by the number and age range of women who are throwing themselves at me. and I do not mean flirting. I don’t have to be funny or say anything like I always did and was told I was marriage material in the decades it was not legal for same gender couples.

but, as a dyke of a certain age and single…at the boldfest, I had to change tables twice to keep my shirt on and finally gave up dinner at all. too many femmes trying to get my shirt off. Fri, 7:31 PM

I felt like Elvis in Tickle Me… seriously weird when life imitates movies

which I know might sound funny but there was only one woman there I was interested in and she and I had a long talk and while there was definitely a major something, I told her to not date me and then spent the convention courting her in front of elderly couples who she kept asking how to tell a good one and they kept pointing at me and she knew they were correct because I told her to not date me.

I told everyone we were the maybe meet cute couple at the conference

We met at the social singles mixer the first night and then in the morning flirting workshop. instead of doing the verbal exercise, she just hugged me for a really long time.

I missed the afternoon workshop and went for a walk in Stanley Park for the whole afternoon and met a woman who deserves someone who can be a better partner to her than me. So I made a new friend which was more important to me.

i hope that the various impressions I gave people, will help me make more.

but mostly, Maggie, my California Life Coach, thank you for reminding me what a dyke lap is for.

your dream dyke in Canada

who loves you unconditionally and is supportive of the life you lead

gratitude for helping me find my lap and the courage to stand up too

Nina