Because awkward is not seductive

 

I watched Dr Horrible a lot in 2012.

I never used to be shy or uncomfortable to talk to people because as a child I was always surrounded by people to talk to. The great part of growing up with cousins within an extended clan style multi generational family.

My Mom never worried about me disappearing because she knew just to listen for the sound of elderly people laughing because that’s where I would be. Entertaining the seniors. Usually impersonating Grover well beyond it’s funny value.

I am more comfortable speaking in front of groups than interacting socially within a group.

The other day, Greta Christina posted her speaking schedule on facebook and it got me thinking. I could do that. I could maybe even do that now. Be a guest speaker at events relating to bullying awareness, mental health recovery wellness type events.

 

it’s really about how you perceive yourself

heel-hero  the hero-heel and the do gooder

 

2012, I thought I had found a bay and I was wrong.

 

ah well. Star Trek Deep Space Nine

life is a game that you learn as you play along

 

 

 

lessee…

 

Lesbian Geek repressed librarian soft butch

 

 

hafta do the math on that

 

demographic I like – percentage available

chances of them liking my demographic

them finding out about me.. agoraphobia sucks

 

carry the … ugh… don’t wanna think about it.