I am not afraid of things the same way as most people in my geographic region.
Afraid, Fear and Phobia.
These are three different things by order of magnitude.
Anxiety, Afraid, Anticipation, (dread), fear to terror – peak event and then experience builds up resilience, tolerance, confidence….phobias are fears disproportionately experienced.
I don’t like Fridays.
I have lost my facebook account and while it had a lot of my content, I have it all on my desktop computer.
So this is a post for me to gather all that I had remained of the 2 years of depression documentary – documentation… raw recovery processing that I had done..I had wanted to
DAMMIT MTV….. (*&$# attention span)…..
Oh. wait. Books – you are doing a what books can you do reviews of index….
Um yeah… Manning is now Chelsea Manning……Meme Outdated…..
The Integrity Fairy
Ooh. that Baby Dyke Bookselfie…Mullet in the USA Hockey Hair in Canada, eh
Spotlight Gala 2007
Theme: Film Noir
Me: Nosy Landlady
Location: Hycroft Manor — with Meghan Ciana Doidge and Sarah Deakins. and Christine Willes
I lost a screw in my glasses and replaced it with a wire with google eyes on stalks
this is an unused photo taken by the Surrey Leader when they wrote a feature article about me when I placed second in the Next Wave Competition
a three way sponsor by the National Film Board of Canada, Telefilm Canada and BC Film
Clowns top the list of phobia for most people – Circus Grabby ones, Birthday Party Crappy ones and then… there’s the John Wayne Gacey Ones.
Predators – biting, venom and slashing – reasonably scare people, but they become phobias.
Spiders, snakes, sharks were mine and sharks are easy to avoid. Landlubber Rules.
Pat Benatar: Anxiety Men at Work: Who can it be now hearing the words triggers a response but reminding myself I am safe in my room listening to music it’s just the music so I … Continue reading
now THAT is my no comment face… that is the bitterest of the bittersweet face…… yeah.. gag reflex suppression that does explain the hic cupss which is connected to the stutter ah.. yea that is a good feeling when the … Continue reading
I have not really understood why other people do not enjoy therapy. Many years ago, a co-worker came into work, upset and I asked what’s up. “The Therapist said I was OCD because of how I organize my music collection!” … Continue reading
I came home from school one day and my Dad was playing ABBA’s The Eagle Album. He played it three times in a row and that surprised me; because proper care of vinyl records means only 1 play … Continue reading
Public Speaking or Singing is a huge terror most people have and it’s not something that used to be an issue for me; but Socially Disordered now. so.
january 2012 – I was 380 pounds and within weeks of a heart attack, I turned vegetarian in Feb 2012.
Gudrid is my ancestor.
Our family sagas reconnected in the late 1970s.
Some Erik descendants moved into the house beside ours. So we got along in this generation line LOL
Sabine Baring–Gould’s 1865 “book on werewolves” remains the definitive work on the European Werewolves. It includes collected townie tales an transcripts of actual trials. It was a lesser known aspect of the various European Witch Hunts and an era where … Continue reading
folk tales, also called Fairy Tales, are cautionary tales. to not be greedy, to not make deals with magical things, to not piss off witches – but also these stories were to allow people to find a way to … Continue reading
REYKJAVIK, Iceland — In this land of fire and ice, where the fog-shrouded lava fields offer a spooky landscape in which anything might lurk, stories abound of the “hidden folk” – thousands of elves, making their homes in Iceland’s wilderness. … Continue reading
the spike over the last decade in supernatural stories in particular the Chick Lit Rom Com genre it is interesting to know what people think about elves and other fey folk how many folktales/lore passed down in many countries develops … Continue reading
The first time I was lectured by a vegetarian about the cave man diet, I said: “We have over 26 hominid ancestors and most of them had fire, so which one are you talking about that ate raw food?” all … Continue reading
I like to joke that Family are the ones who factory install our buttons. But I think that is true in a species sense. We started off as lizards and that central part of our brain controls stimuli/response, which included … Continue reading
One of the souveniers that I got from my 1987 trip to Memphis was an Elvis Presley Blvd sign. Not a real one, a store bought one. They are up too high to steal in 1987. In any case, … Continue reading
Dennis Hiatt has been a long time writer pal of mine on the Zoetrope peer site. He did a lot to try to get me help and during my recovery process last year. He did two things that I will … Continue reading
My parents become home owners when I was in high school. I became a home owner, as a government employee, but some one else lives in the house I put a 40 year roof on, new gutters, double glazed argon … Continue reading
Behold, the bindi. How one small dot can stop a deadly nutrient deficiency in its tracks. This bindi is bold, bright, and saving lives. upworthy.com|By Erin Canty #ReclaimTheBindi: 8 Important Lessons About Cultural Appropriation and Coachella Here are just some … Continue reading
These are college and film school flashbacks.
Um. right. so my phobias include being in the bathroom and kitchen with associated activities. the Telephone and Forms….
Dear Science Man: regarding women in the lab Women are not in the lab to work the kitchen end of it. “sorry I got busted?” Tim Hunt, Nobel Prize winner, apologizes for comments about women in labs Tim Hunt, a … Continue reading
My own Pay It Forward Grand Stunt beyond fizzled and failed. Scorched and Burnt. Smoking Crater dying embers. On facebook there was a lesbian in Australia who wanted to Gift Someone Deserving a Home anywhere in the world and she … Continue reading
I fear being homeless the most. I do not blame people who end up there for what happened. It is society’s fault and that we do not do what we know will fix it, is beyond appalling. The last office … Continue reading
some Classic Hollywood Memes I made – Bette Davis, Rita Hayworth
Women are missing from a lot of places. I don’t mean merely geographically – but also historically. China’s implementation of a one child policy resulted in an increase in female infanticide. India’s male favouring culture has also … Continue reading
Star Trek was groundbreaking TV – bringing the cowboys in space genre to the masses – I wonder if the show would have franchised with the more intellectual Captain Pike helming the first series. Over the franchise, we saw the … Continue reading
Dear John Rambo – as a lesbian I agree – there is no reason for women to marry men – thanks for the graphic illustration of why, eh? I guess I am getting more readers – today I logged into … Continue reading
Kathy Bates has a lesbian crush on Uma Thurman, um Kathy not in lesbian world you are not. LOL Kathy Bates says Uma Thurman would be her dream lesbian love interest in a movie The Oscar-winning actress, who plays a … Continue reading
The Hollywood Star Vehicle Working Girl was released on VHS and Beta at the same time as the Indie Production Working Girls to rental stores. Home video ownership was a bit off and the VHS/Beta battle was shifting in favour … Continue reading
Chronic Fatigue became Epstien-Barr and in the mainstream Yuppie-itis Occupational Illness where women dominate lead the field in repetitive strain and cycles of sleep deprivation based on their own bizarre work schedule shifts of high life and death octane adrenaline … Continue reading
why is she not in the kitchen? she shouldn’t be on tv taking away a job from a man who could be doing it for more money! shouldn’t she be making some man a sandwich? Ann Coulter Rips Michelle Obama … Continue reading
Progress is made through science and traditions largely stem from religion. In 1911, Albert Einstein Told Marie Curie To Ignore The Trolls On Friday, a digitized trove of Albert Einstein’s writings and correspondence was made available online. While perusing the … Continue reading
9 Women with Perfect Responses for Why They Don’t Need Religion Let’s give godlessness a makeover. mic.com|By Mic You need yo believe in something. It took me ten years of reading yo become a Buddhist. It Will take too … Continue reading
Would you trade your freedom and rights for a pretty boy who lives off the land and who’s goal is to die a martyr? Are women really that stupid and desperate for fixer uppers? What does this mean for the … Continue reading
The Vancouver Women’s Health Collective was the second to last group that I volunteered for in the mid 1990’s. It was the first mainstream group I had been in since my high school days of being in the SKY Club … Continue reading
we fall united we stand in any normal human population, women are 51%. In male favored cultures, female infanticide or abandonment is the norm. In religious dominated that means girl babies are born and murdered. In tech savvy but … Continue reading
Hitchcock’s first Hollywood Film. Mrs. Danvers is possibly the most evil screen villain. I always thought her coaxing the second Mrs. de Winter out the window was an astonishing scene. Sadly, it takes place every day on line. People feel … Continue reading
13:20 – The Beat The Beat The Beat You know, if there was or is a collection of the Boys Crashing Cars and dying or killing their girl songs – Laura, Tommy was not … Continue reading
In order to understand a religion, we need only to look at the relationship between the believer and their god(s). The Vikings were farmers in an unforgiving terrain who spent their off harvest months exploring and plundering, which was the … Continue reading
Religious v Spiritual Claiming “I’m not religious, I’m spiritual” is an admission of being intellectually lazy. It’s basically wanting all the same non-existent perks that religion offers, but not willing to do any of the work or effort of “earning” … Continue reading
telephoto lens and at a sanctuary, yes, I took these bear photos
^^ what this has felt like……