NinaVerse: Previously Unreleased Video!

 

I had uploaded this below video of me in Feb 2014 and for whatever reason, it was tagged private and I just found it today.

 

 

In the mid 80s, the high school spirit was kinda low and given that the student council thought that celebrating the Orwell novel 1984 was a good idea…

 

 

Anyway, as an example, even the sports banquet was cancelled owing to a lack of ticket sales.

 

 

But, my high school social studies class convinced the teacher that a field trip to Vancouver from Chilliwack was a great way to study urban development.

 

 

Ironically for me, having read 1984 actually became something of a recovery template.

 

I lost my ability to speak quite literally and I struggle to make sounds to people. I remain more comfortable talking alone to my video camera.

 

 

Anyway, I was reduced at one point to a vocabulary of 34 words and I couldn’t understand nuance or magnitude.

 

so I double plussed it by adding the Orwellian modifiers to express myself at first

 

I also was careful to use words that were of a lower emotional value

 

for example

 

instead of saying upset to terrified

 

I would say

 

uncalm

 

because saying the word intensified the feeling

 

a compounding from feeling, understanding the feeling, cognitively understanding

 

 

anyway

 

the struggle continues

 

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