so I wait for responses
sometimes the time varies
depends on if what I post is blogable
sort of like trying to figure out if your story is a novel or a film or a tv movie of the week.. aka MOW.
so what I do every day is try to make myself laugh and find something funny or interesting to pass the time
and maybe I get lucky and get to talk to someone
I don’t mean particate in a group online thing. I mean message and private chats
I am thinking about adding a headset to my computer and going on skype to actually talk to random people.
but I don’t know how to talk to people
I just ramble to myself and people seem to like it.
I get up, make a morning video. do my blogging, then my workshopping. I take breaks to entertain myself and some days, people send me messages and I get to talk to someone online.
now some days I go out to run an errand. yesterday I did a pure for fun outing with my Mom. the first time, I was able to actually enjoy parts of the outing.
I am hitting that moment where I don’t know if I really want to share this
so I am just going to stop and share what I have so far, because I know it’s okay
and stopping within my comfort zone lets me stay calm