About an agoraphobic Day

putting it on line is putting it to yourself

putting it on line
is
putting it to yourself

 

unless someone posts a comment anyway then I know I connected the thought dot dot dot I am the centre dot dot dot dot

unless someone posts a comment… anyway
then I know I connected the thought
dot dot dot
I am the centre dot
dot dot dot

Nina waiting

so I wait for responses

sometimes the time varies

depends on if what I post is blogable

sort of like trying to figure out if your story is a novel or a film or a tv movie of the week.. aka MOW.

 

so what I do every day is try to make myself laugh and find something funny or interesting to pass the time

and maybe I get lucky and get to talk to someone

I don’t mean particate in a group online thing. I mean message and private chats

I am thinking about adding a headset to my computer and going on skype to actually talk to random people.

Nina deranged stalker

but I don’t know how to talk to people

I just ramble to myself and people seem to like it.

Nina and Alexander

 

remembering to not take things too seriously or as they seem

remembering to not take things too seriously
or as they seem

 

Elegance under extreme pressures Inspirational Women who are also writers

Elegance under extreme pressures
Inspirational Women who are also writers

 

HE BOILED FOR YOUR SINS! Hail the Flying Spagetti Monster Pastafarians Unite! RAmen Nina the raw recovery specialist

HE BOILED FOR YOUR SINS!
Hail the Flying Spagetti Monster
Pastafarians Unite!
RAmen
Nina
the raw recovery specialist

 

I get up, make a morning video. do my blogging, then my workshopping. I take breaks to entertain myself and some days, people send me messages and I get to talk to someone online.

now some days I go out to run an errand. yesterday I did a pure for fun outing with my Mom. the first time, I was able to actually enjoy parts of the outing.

 

I am hitting that moment where I don’t know if I really want to share this

 

so I am just going to stop and share what I have so far, because I know it’s okay

 

and stopping within my comfort zone lets me stay calm

 

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1 Response to About an agoraphobic Day

  1. dykewriter says:

    time passes like water
    it depends on how much one drinks

    Like

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