to all my ex’s: I wish you well with the choices you made.
I think my biggest baby dyke crush was Olivia Newton-John.
I remember some woman that an uncle of mine was dating around this time, sniggering that Olivia was “one of those”
As far as I know, she’s a straight ally of the gay community.
The funniest thing that I saw on youtube last year was ONJ losing an ONJ trivia contest to RuPaul.
In High School. I was teased for being a lesbian because in my locker – along with Elvis, Rick Springfield and Duran Duran, I had an Olivia picture.
I got teased from time to time
for being fat and the tallest girls
the smartest in the class
looking at this picture
I was a really cute little baby dyke.
I wish I could see me then as I see me now.
in a way.
because it’s really amazing at 45 to realize
that your babe years are not behind you.
I am only 70 pounds away from my high school weight.
Last year. I lost 150 pounds. just by changing to a vegetarian diet
but especially not eating the carb and processed foods.
so this year, the goal is exercise
because one thing that was not diagnosed was chronic fatigue
the problem of not being able to tell a symptom from a side effect
when there are multiple condition factors
is not knowing what is causing or co-causing what’s going on
I was a type 2 diabetic from 1998 until 2012. I came off metforim and insulin
and my body is recovering from critical incident stress – PTSD
because when you can’t get away from the bullies, it never stops.
and the reason why women do not report rapes
is partly from fear of reprisal because most victims know who their rapist is.
but more because the so called corrective processes
do more damage than the incidents that incite them
because you are never the expert of your own experience
and you have to constantly re-live the events
you never get away from them
and that is -30-