Bring Me Back to Life

Dear Jenny

so much has happened since we last wrote

I don’t have a proper email account and I don’t have yours anymore to contact you.

The book exchange meant more to me than you can know
but what really helped me was the emails that we exchanged

I want you to know that your impact on me was more profound than I can possibly explain

but mostly, I want to let you that that I did not tell you the truth about something really important.

I didn’t mean to lie to you

but when you lie to yourself
and you tell people that same thing, you beleive that it’s true.

Jenny. I got divorced last year, it becomes final this month sometime.

so I am not letting that change my mind about marriage

so I hope it doesn’t change anyone’s mind about marriage equality

divorce stats still apply, we’re all just people after all.

A Religious Experiment

I cannot even begin to explain to you how easily I am distracted.   I could ask you a question and you could answer me, and I would have no idea what your answer means because I forgot my own question.  Somewhere between me asking and you answering, I started thinking about something else.  I like to think I’m a good listener, but I’m not, not at all, and I’m sorry if you’ve experienced this type of conversation with me.  I am really trying to change this because I don’t want people to think that what they have to say is not important to me!

I am pretty much like this in my “relationship” with Christ also.  I have been a bit distracted by our new little one, that I have completely neglected him.  Prior to our baby coming home, I was distracted by the adoption process, therefore, I have taken…

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